my sharona.
November. My I-am-gonna-be-so-fat-please-stop-feeding-me month. Birthdays are everywhere. Food is everywhere. Classmates who constantly tempt you to eat are everywhere. Gad.
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Nov. 22 was Geno's birthday. Even though he goes to another school now, he still invited our batch over. Aww... How sweet. (: The food was scrumptuous. Yum yum. But I got to control myself somehow. Haha.
Nov. 24 (today) is Deb's birthday. Wee! Got to scream my lungs out on the videoke pieces courtesy of Magec Seng- err, Magic Sing. Hehe.
Geno is now my bitch! I love him to bits! Haha. We kept on playing old songs and sang duets. I can't believe how hyper I got. Maygad.
It's the gin's fault! I only drank three to four glasses of punch and my head started to ache like hell. Not that I'm sensitive or anything. Or am I sensitive? Nevertheless, I became über energetic. I giggled like some schoolgirl. And I became red-faced. Really red-faced. I
was a giggly red-faced booby. Haha.
But t'was really really fun. Haha. Geno and I should hang out more often with the Magic Sing in hand. M-m-m-my Sharona! Haha. =)
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The school's gonna provide us with PhP 1,500 for our Dapitan trip. Whew. Now I only have to add 200 pesos and my pocket money. =) I am so excited to get on that bus. Haha. But I think I'm forgetting my real purpose in going there- to compete for the Feature Writing category of the Regional Schools Press Conference. I hope I do good. The national round is going to be held in Baguio. Now that's good motivation. Haha.
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I am still a bit lightheaded from that punch. Argh. But the fun was definitely worth it. =)
updates kuno.
Not too good, not too good. =(
Headache, nausea, dizziness. I think my eyesight's failing. I could be wrong. But oh, stop the blur from occurring. I am so pissed at having to blink two-three times just to make sure that I see what I see. Ugh. Eyeball exchange, anyone?
I am currently looking for another science investigatory project. Why? It'll be my, along with my five other classmates, "punishment" for not being able to join this year's Intel Science Fair. *cicada sounds* Yeah, our Research adviser is that evil.
I am so off to Dapitan on Monday. I can't wait to get away from traces of school. Yey! Road trip galore! But we're leaving at night. Aww.. Sayang. I wanted to sight-see because it'll be my second ever road trip to another province and a different destination at that. Tsk. But still very excited! Wee!
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Hay. Napaka-senseless ng post na yun. Wala lang. Updates kuno lang. =)
KUYA ADRIAN! Haha. Yeah, si Tao #2 nga ang umuwi nung isang araw. Wee! HAHA. Funny tayo. Haha.
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I am so unproductive. Hug me. o_O
magec seng.
People have been talking about it for days. They placed their bets on who's getting who in the Pacquiao-Morales Grand Finale. I, personally, am rooting for Pacman. Not because I like him or what- it's just all about being Pinoy.
Following the news, I've sensed that Manny will win the thing. C'mon. El Terrible doesn't look his best anymore. Too thin, too weak-looking, too I-am-so-tired-from-training aura in his eyes. It seems like whoever's coaching him is giving him such a hard time, putting him up for training that might not be necessary for the fight. What a pity. But he's still so muy bunito. Haha.
And the moment of truth came. I was asleep. HAHA. My brother channel-surfed his way to the actual live feed which was on Solar All-Access. The ones being shown on ABS-CBN and Solar Sports were eons behind. He bursted out of his room, waking me up, and half-yelled "Ya gana si Manny. Hasta ika-tres round lang si Morales." (Nanalo si Manny. Hanggang ikatlong round lang si Morales.) He was going about the living room, switching our TV on so we could watch the live feed, too. And yes, there was Pacman being interviewed by some sportscaster. The glory in his eyes, man. Priceless.
Where was Erik? Oh, there. He looked so sad. And so cute. And so sad. =(
After the whole thing seeped into me, I realized how many more endorsements will Manny be handling. Gad.
"Magec seng, magec seng.."
Sigh. Hand me my blindfold and earplugs, please.
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Sweet Note:
Yey! It's Sunday! That means he'll be coming home hours from now. Hurrah! ^__^
living on an alias. or not.
Been kinda busy lately. Filled up college forms, took entrance tests, passed certain requirements, made sure I was still insanely happy. Hay. Busy.
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So there I was, waiting for my Mama to lay my precious birth certificate on my excited little hands. T'was my first time to actually see my certificate of live birth. The photocopied piece of paper felt hot as I started to unfold. One, two, three...
What the...?!
Edding, Mariekhan, Sarte.
*blink blink*
Mariekhan? Mariekhan. Mariekhan! MARIEKHAN!
Yes, my first name in my birth certificate is spelled as one word only. I am not really Marie Khan. I am Mariekhan.
*pause*
So I've been living on an alias for 16 years now? How cool. ^__^
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Took the college entrance tests for Ateneo de Zamboanga University and Western Mindanao State University last Saturday and Sunday. Not that I plan to enroll in either of them. I just took them for the sake of taking. =)
ADZU's test was fine. I actually felt a twinge of guilt because the way I answered the survey on the last page made it sound like I don't really want to be in that institution (which is true, btw). And just this afternoon, my Social Science teacher told us that the admins of ADZU really feel honored whenever us AEMSHS students enroll in their school. Oops. I should've sucked up to that survey. Haha.
WMSU's test was long. Gad. And the proctor didn't do his job so well. We had to delay for ten-plus minutes because of his wrong distribution of exam kits. But the supervisor was a spectacle, though. She amused me through her ako'y-naha-highblood-na-sa-inyo aura. I had to stifle this really big popping laugh towards the end of the exam session. Haha. If you were there, you'd know what I'm talking about. ^__^
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*sigh* And I realized some emo thing just now. Ugh. I feel semi-depressed. Don't let it win, Mars. Don't.
But I'm still quite happy, though. I'm his first thing. ^__^
i'm just a kid. and so is my teacher. and my principal, too. *rotflmao*
Totally reminiscing high school churvas. Haha.
Just last year, people at my school became somewhat hooked to Sims. You know, that computer game wherein you build fancy multi-million houses, earn tons of money without really working, make profits with housing and what-nots, and take control of simulated humans (thus, Sims) whose conversations sound like "blah" in singsong. I would spot my schoolmates meeting up in hallways to exchange installers, keeping each other updated on the latest versions and stuff. They would brag about what they've accomplished for their dear character that day.
"Wow! Ang ganda na ng bahay niyo, ate!"
"Syempre. Sige, bigay ko sa 'yo mamaya ang cheats."
And what's amusing is that the members of our faculty also went gaga over the game. Even our dear principal played Sims! Haha. I would sometimes go to the faculty room and judge my teachers' busyness through their concentrated-over-whatever-I'm-doing look. But when I take a peek on what they're clicking on their laptops, I just snicker. They were all playing Sims during their free time. Talk about all work and no play. Haha.
Installation of games are not allowed in our class computers. But due to the mania that even our teachers are part of, they allowed Sims in our PCs. The seniors' room last year (now ours) was an official Sims station. Since only three students reside in that room, all of which are busy, what better way to make use of the space and computer but Sims? I can almost always guess that when I pass by, I'd see my Physics teacher and principal glued to the seat in front of that PC. Haha.
"Di ba Physics time na? Wala pa man si Ma'am Leonor."
"Uy. Try niyo ba tignan sa kabila." *tingin sa kabila*
"Knock knock. Ma'am, hindi kayo mag-meet?"
"Ay, oo. Time ya gale. Na. Yan loka yo na Sims."
(Ay, oo. Time na pala. Na. Naloka ako sa Sims.)
"Kita niyo si Ma'am Ruby (principal)? Ipa-sign ko sana ang letter para sa DOST."
"Hindi eh. Uy classmates, nakita niyo raw si Ma'am Ruby?"
"Andun sa kabila. Kagagaling ko lang dun. Grabe! Naiinis si Ma'am sa babaeng character niya kasi flirty daw talaga sa lalake."
"Ganun?"
"Oo ba. Guess niyo daw ang pangalan ng characters." *grins*
"Uhm. Ewan. Ano?"
"Ruby at Charlie (asawa niya)."
Haha. Those were the days. Did I learn anything? Hell, yeah!
MA graduates can be very amusing, too.
Napaka-passionate ng teachers namin sa ginagawa nila. With matching facial expressions pa ha.
Sims sharpens the physicist's mind.
And last but not least...
Possessive pala si Ma'am Ruby. ^__^
PS. Haha. Ansama ko. Lagot ako neto. ^__^
this is my december.
And so I'm back from outerspace. ^__^
Teka. Gusto ko mag-Tagalog. =)
Ang last post ay nung ika-20 pa ng Oktubre. Lungkot naman. Hehe. Nobyembre na! Sabi ng DJ apatnapu't walong araw na lang raw bago mag-Pasko. Naka. Bilis naman ng takbo ng panahon. Nakakatakot.
Ano'ng bago? Madami! Kaso, tinatamad na 'kong balikan at isa-isahin pa. Pero syempre di ko limot ang araw na yun. At ang mga sumunod pang araw. =)
Alam niyo ba na ayoko ng Disyembre? Seryoso. Hindi ako sigurado kung baket, pero tingin ko ito yung panahon kung kelan lahat ng nakakalungkot na bagay ay nakikipaghabulan sa 'yo. Para bang gusto ka nilang tirahin bago magtapos ang taon. Di ko alam senyo, pero ganun kasi ang laging nangyayari saken.
Nagsimula ata lahat nung nasa ika-anim na baitang na 'ko sa mababang paaralan. Alalang-alala ko ang petsa-- December 19, 2002. Christmas Party namin nun. Syempre, nakaporma kameng lahat. Me mga laro, pagkain, kantahan, sayawan, bigayan ng regalo. Pagkatapos kumain, kinuha namin ang yelo sa cooler tas naghabulan at batuhan kame. Masaya talaga yun. Yun din ang araw na *ehem*. Wag na lang. Pero ang inakala kong masayang araw, nauwi sa isa sa mga pinakamalulungkot na pangyayari. Pagkauwi namin ng nanay ko, nag-ring agad ang telepono. Nakakagulat. Nakakakaba. Tama ang kutob ko-- wala na raw si Auntie Angie.
Nagwala si Mama habang kausap niya sa telepono ang kamag-anak namin. Hindi ko man narinig ang pag-uusap, naramdaman ko ang bigat ng sandaling yun. Hindi na naibaba ni Mama ang telepono, nanghina na siya. Ako naman ay nag-panic-- baka kasi atakihin ang nanay ko ng asthma niya. Tumakbo ako para yakapin siya. Nagyakapan kame habang nag-iiyakan.
Isipin niyo na lang kung pano kame nag-Pasko nun. Masaya pero pilit. Umiiyak at hindi dahil sa tuwa. Tumatawa pero nasasaktan.
Nung sumunod na taon, puro awayan naman sa bahay. Ang gulo, ang ingay! Daig pa nila ang mga sintunadong bata na nangangaroling. Daig pa nila ang mga paputok ng mga excited na tao. Daig pa nila ang lahat ng klaseng ingay.
Second Year. Umatake na naman ang kagagahan ko. Hinding-hindi na ako magkakagusto sa Atenista. Sana naisip ko yan sa mga panahong yun. Sana hindi ako naiinis ngayon pag naaalala ko. Bwiset. Ang kapal ng mukha mo 'tol! Pero kasalanan ko rin. Di ko naman masyadong kilala yun, eh nagtiwala ako. Gaga nga diba? Hay. Sana magbagong-buhay ka na, Coye. Kawawa naman ang mga babae mo. Hindi nila alam na me kahati sila. Tsk.
Disyembre 2005. Hindi ko maintindihan nung una. So all this time pala naglolokohan tayo? Sa totoo lang, di ko pa rin masyadong naiintindihan ngayon. Mas ginusto kasi niyang manahimik at iwan na lang lahat na nakabitin. Sa bagay, ano'ng karapatan kong magreklamo? Ako lang 'to eh.
Nagkasaket rin ako nung panahon na yun. Inatake ng asthma dahil nag-away kami ni.. (ibang tao) Lungkot. Hindi ko akalain na isang semi-stranger ay pwedeng magkaroon ng ganung impact sa buhay mo. Yun bang feeling mo katapusan na ng mundo kasi nag-away keo. Hirap huminga. Hirap tumawa nang di pilit. Hirap kontrolin ang pag-iyak sa eskwela at Harry's. Papasok ka sa kwarto pag gabi at hihintayin mong tugtugin nila ang "Blind" ng Lifehouse tas hihiga ka sa sahig at iiyak. Madrama? You have no idea.
Pero naging okey rin naman ang lahat. Bumawi si Tao #2. At napasaya niya ako kea hindi ko na naisip ang mga nangyari ke Tao #1.
Ngayong taon kea? Sana naman mas masaya. Nakakapagod magmukmok pag lahat naman ng tao nagpapakasaya. Aabangan ko na lan. =)
